I fell in drugs, but wait,.. not medical drugs and stuff, but my special drugs are about internet, and girls.
Yes I was foolish, I left all my qualities and raised up my defaults, where is that genius guy who used to care about his studies, and his presence? truly, I wish I had a life, I just had a virtual one, that people who I used to call them ''Bestfriends'' used to laugh in my back, people that when I fell -surely life is like this- I didn't find anyone of them saying: "Hey! it's alright! Give me your hand".
Now I realize that my adolescence period was going virtual and superficial, that's all.
From my adolescence, I learned a lot of stuffs; first, How to chose your friends, cause friends are your destiny.
In that period, and a parano, I couldn't realize where I was living and what the hell I was doing, just breathing.. yes I was just breathing , eating sleeping farting and following these crazy stories about masons and Illuminati, Zions, and protocols of the governors of Earth, like I am the big saver of the world against these "Evil" protocols, leaving reality of being a simple guy from high school. This craziness hided my real personality, the real Anis, that people and family used to know.
The drugs effect kept long for the whole three years; in 2015, I started -lately- know and realize my world and my virtual life based on some foolish thoughts but I must touch and feel the meaning of the defeat. There must be a revolution, and a return to to the past to see where was the problem, God damn it I did not even care about myself I saw death between my hands twice in that period, I was like.. WHAT THE FUCK! WAKE UP YOU MOTHERFUCKING BASTARD WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING FOR THREE MOTHERFUCKING YEARS!
Yeah.. The dreamy world of a better life flied between my eyes, you know when? July 19th at 09h07 exactly, after opening the site: bac.onec.dz to see my Baccalaureate results: FAILED.
Yyyep! a shock.
Now we are in 2016, left all what I used to do, I am not on drugs anymore, and I am saying all this right 4 days before the biggest period of my life, BAC2016.
I just wanted to say, that ANIS is back BITCHES!